I haven’t been writing a lot these past two months. I haven’t
been sharing a lot as well. I didn’t have any idea to do so. Moving to this
city is not easy from me, far from family; my big support system. I was sad
most of the time. Angry, other times. Small things triggered my insecurities.
Even I know, live here is one of my dreams and also being an English teacher is
my big dream. So, I didn’t write a lot and I didn’t share a lot.
My heart was empty. Actually, when I wrote here, I was confused. I
just sat down, stared at the computer, played the keyboard. Usually after hanging
out with my friends, I got any idea so directly I wrote it on my laptop,
publish it in my blog. But, I don’t know why for my situation right now, I didn’t
get anything to share with you. To get the inspiration is so hard from me.
Should I take rest for a while from social media?
Should I give big motivation to myself?
Should I read many books to charge my mind and my energy?
Should I come closer to Allah? As my creator?
In the reality, I find it burden to be a teacher. While I was
writing here, I got the reason for that. Yep, because I put “teacher” as my big
dream.
Thus, please! Just give it a try, you have nothing to lose.
Never give up!
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